Trying to Wind Down….

So here I am…sitting here with a massive migraine that almost has me in tears and a horrible backache that is preventing me from doing just about anything…yet I’m blogging LOL. In my defense, I’m trying desperately to wind down so maybe I’ll get a little sleep. Unfortunately…like every other night…as soon as I get ready for bed I start thinking of a million things I need to do, need to remember, need to sort out, etc. I wish I had a shut off button for my brain at night.

So…after my successful BBQ Chicken the other night I have decided to try and learn to cook more…I’m also making a dinner plan. It sounds so stupid and I hate planning things but I’m so tired of hubby stopping by some random fast food joint for a quick dinner because we are both tired, there are no groceries in the house, or whatever excuse we think of. So I’m trying to plan out a weeks worth of dinners…not so easy when I don’t know how to cook much. So far I have a grand total of……. two dinners LOL BUT I know the bag of chicken we buy will make three dinners, I just have to figure out two more chicken recipes. I’m trying, at least give me credit for that.

Days have been pretty rough here lately…to be honest, the past month has been rather rough, rather gloomy. I enjoy my days as best I can, I look for the good in each day even when there seems to be nothing good, I’m thankful each day for what I have…for my wonderful daughter and husband, but sometimes…I wish for something a little more…something to help make just one day really nice… oh well, wishful thinking and I’ll just settle for being happy with all the wonderful things I do have in life.

I have decided I want a new tattoo…or rather, I want something new to cover one up. No, there’s nothing wrong with the one I want to cover, it is actually my very first tattoo…it just doesn’t seem to fit me much anymore and it’s small and would be simple to cover. I know what I’m wanting (to an extent) I just need help getting the image out of my mind and onto paper. Hrmmm I’ll work on this for a bit….

Lately have gotten into blog giveaways….LOL okay, okay, I have become obsessed! NO I do not enter giveaways just to enter and win…if I’m not interested in the item I don’t enter…why take the chance away from someone that truly does want to enter. However, if its something I really want I go for it big time…and its always items for my baby girl…oh yes, forget mommy and daddy…its all about baby!! Oh well, I have fun and maybe all my hard work will pay off soon 🙂 (lol there’s something right now I really want to get for her)

*yawn*…perhaps I should try bedtime again…except now I’m insanely thirsty and there is nothing cold to drink…plus I need to take something for my headache…my head is hurting so bad that even the pillow is uncomfy 🙁

Goodnight to all my wonderful blog friends!! I hope you all have a great night and wonderful start to your Friday morning (and of course…get a jumpstart on the weekend!!)