I want to Vlog! Seriously… I do! Crazy I know but I seriously have wanted to vlog for about a week now. I’ve even been recording my blog posts on my phone because they seem to come to me at the craziest times and I know if I don’t find a way to record them/jot them down/remember them somehow I’ll completely forget. Those of you who know me know that I absolutely hate, with a passion, being in front of a video camera. I avoid video camera like the plague! Even last night while at Smackdown, a televised event, I made sure my attention was focused on Abby when I felt like the camera might be towards me. I just hate being recorded. But suddenly I want to Vlog. I hate that I can’t express my personality through my typing. You can’t really get how I’m saying things just by how I type it. Sure I can try to use expressive words and such but tone truly sets things apart and a simple sentence can be taken so many ways just by changing the tone in which you say it. And when I get going, I have SO much fun telling stories, really I do! I can really express my thoughts and opinions and really get my point across when I’m able to say it my own way and really express myself. I like to let my personality shine through, really just let me shine and let me be the one to say things instead of having to allow typed words say it for me. Problem is, I have no video camera. Funny isn’t it? I have a toddler yet no video camera. It’s one thing we just never were able to get. Sure we have the ones on our phones and the one on my point and shoot camera but not a real video camera. I don’t think shooting something with my phone would really work for a Vlog 🙂 doubt the quality would be all that fantastic. It’s just something that’s been on my mind lately. I’ve been in so much pain that I haven’t been able to blog much, haven’t really been able to do much computer work at all. It really hurts to sit forward and do much of anything so although I’ve tried to get work done I’ve had to give in to the pain after short amounts of time. Plus I haven’t really been sleeping much lately because the stress and anxiety of surgery is keeping me awake so this whole vlogging idea could just be some delusional lack of sleep thing.